I talked to my best friend today. on Skype. It is funny because while I'm in Japan, we hardly talk on the phone,we are more meeting or writing friend. But actually this is 4th time scince i left Japan,and We enjoyed talking on skype so muc…

That is I hate the most. all those words hurts me a lot. I don't like 'shit' or 'fuck' I want to go the place who never say those words. (I mean Japan!!!) In this case I miss japan a lot and proud of it. I can't force you but the sounds to…

I'm thinking about Willem and Jacqueline again. to be honest they are scares me and I had enough actually. I cannot be happy anymore? too much heavy time I spend last week. I know they are nice but... I think I'm too involved, now is the t…

I realised really, I like art so much and won't escape from it. but I have to find more relax way of living with art. I'm not serious person. last 2 month I haven't think about art at all! and nothing happens. totally fine, I can live with…

Now I'm in Groningen 2hour away from my host's place. when I tried to park my bike to Dennis's place I ran into him again!!! every time I been his place something going on!haha! Anyway I can talk to him and shared my problem,I think that h…

That is I hate the most. all those words hurts me a lot. I don't like 'shit' or 'fuck' I want to go the place who never say those words. (I mean Japan!!!) In this case I miss japan a lot and proud of it. I can't force you but the sounds to…

Follow the link for pictures!!Hitchhike to Paris http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=7924&id=100001149039223&l=dbd16010e1 Japan to Amsterdam http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=5970&id=100001149039223&l=f21d868bb7 Days in Friesland(Nor…

Sleepless night will be over hopefully,tonight. I think why I can't sleep well these days are not just because shocked. mainly just I'm frustrated that I haven't talk with him about the situation. I've done wadlopen: mud walking yesterday.…

Sleepless night will be over hopefully,tonight. I think why I can't sleep well these days are not just because shocked. mainly just I'm frustrated that I haven't talk with him about the situation. I've done wadlopen: mud walking yesterday.…

眠れない日が続く。 また夜中に起きてしまった。 wadlopenどころじゃない！ 心ここにあらず。 こんなに深く印象付けられたんだ、いったいどのぐらい彼は眠れぬ夜を過ごしたんだろう？？ 少なくともこの2週間はそうだ。 昨日はスロベニア人の友達にメールを送…

昨晩、私のワクワクさんにはもう期待してはいけないって事実を知らされた。 頭のなか、ぐるぐるぐるぐる。 Robin just said us he is gay 2days ago. I couldn't believe that at that time. When I touch him I'm happy. I would like to stay by him more …

I really really honest today. And I realized what I really longing for. Thanks to Jaqueline, Icould find it. that I need friend who really don't judge me about everything about back ground, or really can share my view. and no more hiding a…

When I was comig back to Japan from England, What I felt in my mind is full of love. Why? because untill then, for me, love is only one meaning. love is to love my boyfriend. but I find many many different way of loving. I really impressed…