My dear friend

昨晩、私のワクワクさんにはもう期待してはいけないって事実を知らされた。

頭のなか、ぐるぐるぐるぐる。
Robin just said us he is gay 2days ago.
I couldn't believe that at that time.

When I touch him I'm happy.
I would like to stay by him more and more,I like his smile.
I want to touch him more,
when he is with another girl I feel uncomfortable.

but no further.
I went beach with him,I'll go hitch hiking with him in a week but no expect that he will become my boyfriend.

But I'm glad that he choose to tell this very private truth to me and share with me.
We gonna be life time friend.
I'm sure we will.
I love you my friend even you are gay of cause.

the most sad thing is that he can't met his boyfriend in the normal way because of his sexual minority.
that is what I sad most I realised.
I'm glad that he release from his big secret.
secret for several years,imagine how it's painful.
I'm really proud of you now.
Now I really feel you welcomed me.
thank you.
this was the gift.