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Now I'm in Groningen 2hour away from my host's place.
when I tried to park my bike to Dennis's place I ran into him again!!!
every time I been his place something going on!haha!
Anyway I can talk to him and shared my problem,I think that helped me a little bit.
I talk to Hans as well, important thing is nothing hide and face to your problem any time.
that makes your sadness and the reason of stress clear, and solve quickly.
it's really important to get rid of your stress.
sometimes I couldn't realise it.
actually in japan I couldn't at all.
I really want to open my self and want to be free from little thing makes me suffer.
if it's good or not,
I didn't know that I have traumatised by my background. or what matter makes my character and how it became better??
really really great that to be honest to yourself.

I think I magnified Willem's "fed up!!!"
3rd time I heard.
it sounds really disgusting and it makes enough reason that I quit to join festival next year.
or never came back this bloody place.
but I won't be finished in sad or disgusting feeling.
I really hope.
any way,17 more days!!!