Swore

That is I hate the most.
all those words hurts me a lot.
I don't like 'shit' or 'fuck'
I want to go the place who never say those words. (I mean Japan!!!)
In this case I miss japan a lot and proud of it.
I can't force you but the sounds took my happy face away.
Actually If that happens again, really cannot stand it anymore.
too much.
it's too much miserable times these days.....