Be brave and brave and brave!!!

hummm.
If I made you disappointed, I'm sorry.
But you know, I'm optimistic,
I'm disappointing Japan at the moment,but at the bottom of heart,I would like to love this country, and people.

I read the article in Spectator : which is my favorite magazine and I believe one of the best in Japan,
There is a great article about living in local.
The place's name called OOMACHI, in Nagano prefecture.
Story teller was a boy like my age,and he is living in local,act as local, enjoy and proud of it.
Amazing thing was he organizing Event as well with his friend,and connecting with locals, get together and helo each other,,Even they built a park for skate border's.

Which is really great.
And the place is getting famous not only because of the young boys,also it's something to do with the surroundings...
Beautiful water, mountain, fresh air and vegetables...

Skate bording or organizing crazy party so often is not my taste actually but,this is something.
This is something in Japan.
There is something I have to learn,or have to find.

So yesterday I was nothing.
I needed it. to forget about something heavy..
Bit tired to always busy with organizing which I did almost all the time these 3 month.
And I believe none of my friend can do that so far.
I was tough enough to survive.

A bit discouraged last night,stopped the progress.
I was fed up with all the letters in English : full of words which I need dictionary to understand it.
Became sick!things gonna be too slow.

But today,
I talk to a man from Florida, of course talking in English and my seriousness coming back.
I was so brave that, first of all I decided to help him about his invitation letter for visa to Japan.
Second, I picked up his call on skype and talked with him for over 1 hour!
I'm not gonna afraid to speed up for my trip.

I'm serious.
I will manage.I will.
I don't say that,but I always managed.